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when you lose someone, someone you love. when they break your heart.

it's the hardest thing you ever go through. and no matter how much time

has passed,it never really goes away. you may think you're getting better,

but then you get a flashback, or hear a song that reminds you of a memory

and it hits you all over again, all at once, like a stab in the chest. you fall    ,

apart for the hundreth time. and you feel like you just want to crawl under

a rock and never come out. you love this person with all your heart, even

though you know you shouldn't. they hurt you worse then you've ever     -

been hurt. they stole your happiness,but yet,you still want them, and only

them. other people come along and give you chances to move on, but you

know you don't want to.it upsets you that you might be moving on,because

you promised you never would. and even if they broke all their promises ,

you want to keep yours. on top of that, you're terrified. terrified of getting

hurt again. but it's not like it matters anyway, at the end of the day you're 

still thinking about the person who has left you completely broken. you   ,

don't want to miss them anymore. you don't want to love them anymore ,

but you know you always will.